fallin' love and then felt down

unrequited love nyerang gw...
apa yg gw kawatirin kjadian
it's happened to me
kjadian sodarasodara
gila
rada sarap
sakit jiwa.
mank sii gw gag ngarepin 'dya' [qt sebut mamasss saja] banget"...
cm gw tlanjur 'simpatik' gt m mamasss....
br tw klo tnyata 'dya' dah pny wanita...
bego bgd sii gw...
dah tw mamasss ganteng ms iy gag pny betina???
dudul
yah gpp...
dis such a color for my life...
my love live...
tragic lovelife absulotely
hiks hiks
maybe,,,i will find my mr. right soon...
maybe mamasss.
maybe another guy
another cool and nice guy. i wish. amen
hhe
just keep praying
praying
praying
and
praying
there's can be miracle....
when u believe.....[nyanyii dikit]
sdikit hopelesss....
but,, i'm okay...
nJopiih gag nangiis bwt mamasss.. xp
i'm gonna move on with my life
and
mamasss gonna move on with mamasss' life....

ich mag dich,,,mamasss
hhe
^^,

inilaah iduup

sering gw mikir...
enak bgd sii jd anak kciil...gag pny masalah..apa" masii diurusiin..tuzz disayang-sayang
gag prnh mikirin yg berat"...
paling" cm mikir,,,mudah"an bsok dikasii duit jajan lagi sm mama
gag da pikiran ttg tugas yg numpuk
mw pee smbarangan..jg masii dianggap wajar....
coba klo udah sgede genee pee smbarangan...bs dkira BOYOT
tuz,,,
yg paling enak,,gda tuuh yg nama'a cinta"an
iiya cinta
gw jd kpikiran kek bgini gr" ngliat blog http://radityadika.com ttg Unrequited love...
cinta yg gag berbalas...
pasti sakiit...
sakiit bgd
postingan'a dya mank lg sarap...menjatuhkan smangat gw yg lg mw akan mendekatkan diri dgn 'seseorang' yg gw harap bkl jd someone special d hatii gw... *tsaaaahhh*
gw jadii takuut,,,klo" ntar gw bakal ngalamiin unrequited love ini....
aduuh jan sampeee....
minta doa kmanamana
biar gw bs sm dya.....
dasar sableng...otak gw jd rada serge nee gr" si 'mas manis nan baik dan perhatian'
dya tuuh kek kuncen ditengaa kuburan
yg ngebebasiin gw dr 1 setan yg truus menghantui diri gw....
bahasa indah'a...
dya adalah makhluk Tuhan yg tercipta yg paling seksi.. [loh koo nyanyii]
bukan
bgini yg bnar
dya adalah seseorang yg dikirim Tuhan yg membebaskan pikiran gw yg terus"an tertuju k 1 makhluk ganteng tp pngecut...
yaah...
gw dah bs nglupaiin itw makhluk ganteng tp kecut gr" ada dya
hebat benar pesonamu masss....

lagii lebaay

nemu makhluk manis.
gag manis" bgd.
tp dya mnyenangkan.
really really loveable.
knal'a sii dah lama,,,tp jarang ngobrol.
skali'a ngobrol...
GOSH....he is nice..
he listens every word that I say to him...
he always look deep down into my eyes...oooouuuhhh
i'm gonna melt into a bottle of liquid...
hha
LEBAY mode : * ON
tp bneran dya tuu tipee nak bae"
calon kaka idaman
calon pacar idaman [bwt gw sii.hha ngarep]
deg"an truuuzz bwaan'a
haduuh
gag bs konsen
gi bengong,,,twing muke dy muncul...
gy ngobrol,,,twing dya lagi yg kpikiran
aduuuhaduuuuhaduuh
seandaiinyaaa.................
dya mjdi milikku....
i wish.i wish.i wish